I am so angry   I am so angry ... 
  
 
  ... I want to scream out my anger out loud 
  ... I want the person to whom I'm angry all would like to say what I think 
  ... that my heart is racing 
  ... that I could cry 
  ... I would love to plunk down all 
  ... that I was the person to whom I am angry, preferably solid shake 
  
  I'm fortunately not so angry that I would tuen ill things. But in my mind I'm after me on the ride home much already painted. 
  
 
  I'm angry weil. .. 
  ... me, my boss again - has criticized 
  ... - never legally entitled their personal problems, not only me but also to my colleague misses 
  ... colleagues and disturb me their choleric temper tantrums, and we all do not mind tuen 
  ... I feel so helpless 
  ... I know she gets through it again and again 
  ... they are actually with me on thin ice moves, I can not tell her the 
  ... I have not received any feedback on my applications 
  ... I have not to an interview was invited 
  ... I am in a situation where I really do not want to be 
  ... this situation as annoy me 
  ... I want out of this situation, but not all can 
  ... I feel like a tortured animal in a cage 
  
 
  I would like nothing more than that every day I finally get out from the working relationship. Only my will is not broken, nor can I by the old everything. But I notice that my skin is thinning, I inwardly burn more and more. I do not know how long I have the best of a bad game can still be maintained. All I know is I wanted to come out and determined at some point come to an end - and I am currently holds over water gives me courage and gives me the strength to continue with this work and endure the whole thing. 
  
 
  I hear at the moment all the time the song "Everything will be fine" of luxury noise. It reflects back again my current situation. This is what I lack, in this case, no person but the light at the end of the tunnel, the confidence that everything will be better. Here's the lyrics: 
   in thought is because we are both still here 
 In my dreams you're standing still next to me 
 No matter what you do 
 No matter where you are 
 You're still here 
  
  If I will open my eyes to finally see clearly 
 I stay behind alone and would continue 
  
 No matter where you 
 are No matter what you do 
  
  All well 
 All that now seems impossible 
 We will be eternally 
 I miss you here 
 On my way alone 
  
  And if the world is then quite simple 
 continues spinning as if has not noticed that you now someone is missing 
 No matter where I am 
 No matter what I do 
 You're still here 
  
 
  
  It will go well even though I still do not know 
 like going for is and what it really means 
 I will 
 somehow survive to live 
  
  Everything will be fine 
 Now all that seems impossible 
 We will be eternally 
 I miss you here 
 On my way alone